Anonim

My last post was comment on by an anonymous reader... Whay anonymous?... I don't know why some people are hideing behind this word. I'm not intrested to know who are they but at least have the nerve to say your name when you express an opinion about something that you haven't created. It is simple what I'm asking...please, assume what you are writing, your opinion. I think it is the right thing to do.

I disagree with this type of writing an opinion. About your question... the answer is not so simple...there was a time when the answer was verry simple because i felt loved and in love... but when you see yourself put down by the person moust important in your life....it is not so easy to use the "l" word again...it is not about fear or maybe sometimes is... but in the moust cases it is about your soul that is not easy convinced to feel something new... So after that all the love you felt becames hate, the kind of hate that destroys everything in its path, the kind of hate that eats your heart from inside out... It is the release that you feel after hate that makes you stop and wonder if you are able to feel at least one half of all that feelings that a while ago were playing with your mind and soul. Relaxed, full of hope and a little scared you try to meet new people that interact totaly different from what you are expecting and then you wonder..."Is it something wrong with me or the whole world has changed?"... You try and accept every person as it is and try to take every day as it comes because the plans that were build inside your head ... are in ruins now...

I do not know if I can answer the question that the anonymous reader has asked me...it takes time to feel something new, that even if you have beside you a wonderful persson... time to think about what was made wrong, time to find out how much of you is still intact, time to analyze every oportunity to evolve into a new being... so the next time it happens you will be ready... so that you woun't lose any night sleep over it... and belive me... I know it very very very very well....the night is too long when you are not sleeping...

So I prefer not to answer your anonymous question...The answer is for me to know and for the person that is beside me to find out...when?... I do not know yet...

Dj Ryno ft. Sylvia...Enjoy...music can do a lot of good.....