Chestii

There are some times in life when you wish that the time should stop for you, when you wish that nothing will change about your life except maybe the perception of other people and events that take place around you. There are times when you wish the time should pass faster because it seems that bad things would not stop until someone with great power is convinced that you don’t have any pride left, and you are down on the ground with your teeth clenched… Then you realize that there is no one that can help you except yourself so for a moment in time you think: “Wait just a minute…. I’m a fighter, I can not let myself to be pushed around and steped on…”… After a moment of great lucidity, you pick up your hopes, your smashed dreams, your broken heart, your destroyed ego, your trust in human kind and begin to prepare for a new jurney that
will bring you God knows where but you are willing to try it no matter what happens.

So some times it happens and that is one time in life, that you get lucky and you meet a person that is something like your image in opposite gender, so she is smart, she is beautiful, she likes almost the same things that you like, she even has your same blood type…and you feel that this is the person that you were waiting for all your life, you feel like you know each other for a lifetime…. So in that moment you stop for a moment and ask yourself: “How is this possible? Is it real? Is my time to be happy?”. It seems to good to be true but with small steps you try to get back in life…
Everything seems so unreal it is so beautiful to see that you are capable to feel something you did not think that it is possible… Step by step you fall inlove with this girl that takes your heart in her hands and with a shy look in her eyes tells you that she will take care of your scared heart. With fear in your soul you try to take this new relation day by day so you don’t miss the important moments.
In that moments you feel like have been born again, like the power of a feeling long lost has gave you wings, you feel invincible…but then again that is how a person inlove should feel. You look at the sun with other kind of look on your face, this time is careful look, a look that will not make you suffer again… so the hope of a real life begins to appear. Nobody knows how, when or where but belive me the only feeling that remains after a period of suffering is HOPE…

So when you find a real and "live" person you try your best to make her feel special, to make her feel alive... The person I'm talking about knows who she is an I'm sure that she feels how important she became in such short period of time...so I won't tell all of you her name...My heart is with her allways and she is in my heart.